The sugary smell of springtime.
Remembering when you were mine.
In a still suburban town.

When every thursday I’d brave those mountain passes,
And you’d skip your early classes,
And we’d learn how our bodies worked.

But I’m ready to die…

This is the moment that you know,
That you told her that you loved her but you don’t.
You touch her skin and then you think,
That she is beautiful but she don’t mean a thing to me.

All i see are dark grey clouds,
In the distance moving closer with every hour.
So when you ask “was something wrong?”
That i think “you’re damn right there is but we can’t talk about it now. 
No, we can’t talk about it now.”

So one last touch and then you’ll go,
And we’ll pretend that it meant something so much more,
But it was vile, and it was cheap,
And you are beautiful but you don’t mean a thing to me.

The result of your coming touch.
What’s motivation if my feelings can’t turn into love?
I spend my spare time,
Frustrated and painting a mask,
Fits right to your face,
Recovers the thoughts of my past.

Take a chance,
Don’t look back,
Cause time is running out.
I’m in a trance,
With things I lack,
But don’t have any doubt.

There’s nothing I do better than revenge!

She’s not a saint,
And she’s not what you think,
She’s an actress, whoa.
She’s better known,
For the things that she does,
On the mattress, whoa.
Soon she’s gonna find,
Stealing other people’s toys,
On the playground won’t make you many friends.
She should keep in mind,
There is nothing I do better than revenge.

Do you still feel like you know what you’re doing?
I don’t think you do,
I don’t think you do.
Let’s hear the applause,
Come on show me how much better you are (so much better, yeah).
So you deserve some applause ‘cause you’re so much better,
She took him faster than you could say “sabotage”.

Hold on baby, you’re losing it,
The water’s high, you’re jumping into it,
And letting go and no one knows.

That you cry but you don’t tell anyone.
That you might not be the golden one,
And you’re tied together with a smile,
But you’re coming undone.

Now I’m standing alone in a crowded room and we’re not speaking,
And I’m dying to know is it killing you like it’s killing me, yeah?
I don’t know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called,
And then you feel so low, you can’t feel nothin’ at all.
And you flashback to when he said, forever and always.

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong,
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone.
‘Cause I was there when you said forever and always. 

If you hate the world around you,
And you hate everything that you see,
And if what you see makes you happy.
Then fuck off ‘cause we’re all out of time.

Fate fell short this time,
Your smile fades in the summer.
Place your hand in mine,
I’ll leave when I wanna.

Stop your lies.

I have thought about it every night,
(And this is where I will always be).
In different places where I rest my mind,
(On the road that doesn’t end).
And when I’m waking it all remains.

You never know what you have until you’re gone,
But you’re are the reason for me,
That I can do this consistently.

So far away.
This is how we love.
You’re so far away.