I’m getting bigger by the second.

I can’t stop reading that post about fat girls and relationships, ugh

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Well, hopefully they’ll all work!

I just really love being in love <3

I am frustrated,
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I hate that I legitimately can not trust anyone.

I’m so fat.

I spent the first part chillen alone watching SVU. I needed that for a little bit I feel.
Then I got to reconnect with one of my best friends that I lost contact with. I missed her so much and I’m so happy we’re back to how we were.
And I got to end the day, cuddling by a fire with my boyfriend listening to music.

I’m so happy right now :)

Like, I’m just very content and happy right now.
I’ve tried to reconnect with the friends I alienated when my life went to shit, and I’m happy about it. There were really friends that I left behind, but I’m getting it back on track.
I have a boyfriend that loves me, my friends seem to care about me, and my life is pretty stable.
And my boyfriend is just really A+ and great. To repeat myself.
Happiness like this is actually great :)

Why does everyone end up hating me…
I try to have friends, but everyone leaves me, stops talking to me, stops inviting me, starts hating me.
I don’t know what to do.

I really don’t like it when people take advantage of others. I think it’s manipulative, awful, and just stupid. You should learn to take care of yourself before you fuck up someone else’s life.
I love my friends more than anything, and when someone waltzes in and treats them like shit, I just feel anger and hatred towards them. Even though they did nothing to me, because I can’t stand to see such beautiful and great people, being so sad and self-loathing.
*sigh*
I just care too much an can not express it properly.